Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 7:07 PM
woah!! finally handed up my o'lvl de art prep work and final piece liaox!! hahaxfeel so happy!! but!! still got prelim...and o'lvl paper 2...sob sob!! when den we can stop doin art!! arghx!! hahax...anyway...ytd..me and aman went to our tuition teacher hse and we nearly get stuck in the lift...not able to get out!! hahax...coz dunno why...the lift stop and it did not open the door....so we keep pressin the alarm...den when i wanted to make a call...the lift finally open the door...creepy huh...lolx..lucky hungry ghost festival had already over liaox...hahax...anyway...tml got tuition!! arghx!! hahax..i need some rest!! hahax...nvm...next week can rest..hahax...anyway...go watch show liaox!! hahax...
Saturday, September 08, 2007 @ 1:00 AM
ytd went 800+ wif waner and sheryl..to say the truth...it has been quite long since we went out together..today went study wif waner...to say the truth...i day dream alot...lolx...den we study till 7+ den decide to go...but...quite fun..hahax...coz we tok crap fer awhile when we do until bored..lame ritez..anyway...sort of argued wif my mom...feelin sickening now...seems that i m really useless...cant do well fer my studies and cant do well fer many stuff...sumtimes i wonder...why should i be born in this world as who i am...why cant i be born to be a genius or wad...why must i be lyk this..useless...i keep asking myself...wad can i do to please everybody includin myself...but i can never find the answer...i try to stay happy...i try to smile...but deep down in my heart...it is bleedin endlessly...in this world...things changed very quickly...u never noe which day who will be leavin u...the only thing is to treasure it...but i realise...so wad if i treasure it...will i be treasured too? will i ? the ans is no...miracle dun happen...so wad if i prayed hard fer it? it still wont happen...everytime...i try to make myself stay happy...but in the end...i cried...i am happy to be ard some of them...coz dey make me laugh...make me forget abt all the bad memories..make me feel that i can laugh out as loud as i want to...but...thats only when i am wif them...but wad happen when i am not...? i fantasize happy endin, thus..i read those books wif happy endin...i wish to feel the happiness of the character..but in real life...happy endin is someth we hav to fight fer...but i am too tired of fightin for it...really too tired... =(