introduction
biography
Huimin now 19+,
was borned on the 25th march,
and, she is attached to Mr.Chew Zhi Bing now. =)
anyway, she's pursuing a diploma in DCRSM,
in republic polytechnic.
and is a year 2 student!!
She loves her Dearest Boyfriend, most
of cos she cherish her parents,
and her darling Mich and joker.devil,Tasha.
she love her five Maddies,
and the CLiques in School.
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your voice was all i heard
i'm leaving
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Monday, March 31, 2008 @ 1:44 AM
there is nothing as constant and forever in this life..everything just change and change and change...this moment you are smiling and that you are crying...too much things bottled up...make heart feel so weak and tired...no idea how much more can it still keep up...growing up will only increase pressure...increase trouble...increase the feeling of loneliness..really wanted to scold it out but cant..keep in heart make it feel so shity..feel like doing something to feel that you are alive..feel the warmth through your heart...just a year has pass and everything has changed...feeling...friends...love...family...passion...hobbies and etc...so many..but so what...will anyone give a damn? well i assume no...no one...time goes by and my heart has not changed only...still feeling so hurt..tired...weak...and stress...felt like it is going to burst anytime anywhere...wanted to cry it out but realise the tears are all dried up...wanted to shout it out but realise the throat are hurt...someone once told me that tears are so precious...because it is just like a diamond..a crystal...but to me..tears carry all feelings...it is just worthless...feel so numb to everything..bother so much will only make myself sad and hurt...knowing the truth behind everything will just make things so complicated...so..keep it deep into heart so no one else can see and touch...so again..wont get hurt even deeper...+[[ what am i to u all? just a nobody? a passer by?? ]]+
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 12:15 AM
ytd..went out to eat with my godsis and her parents..hahax..dey treat me go eat dinner at suntec...hahax..so nice and delicious! hahax..den godsis bring me go choose my present...but in the end din see any that i lyk so she say next week den go choose....lolx..den her dad send me home..hahax..thkx!! and den my da gu oso bought HMV voucher !!! thkx!!!
den today daddy ask me if i wan go out eat...den i say dun wan coz that he alr bought a laptop fer me and mommy bought one converse shoe and a converse jacket..lolx...thkx!! love you all so much..den my da and si jiu mu gave me a hongbao each~~ hahax...thkx~~ den auntie treat me makan...!
special thkx to grace, huiyi, yanqin and xue er fer ARIES...hahax..i love her alot..!! hahax..and thkx gals fer the surprises!!! i really feel very very very very touched!!! really...love u gals alot alot alot!!! really!! muackx!!! and the cake is nice~~ thkx!!! my daughter...aries~~ =) my gal and my laptop~~ lol..my cake!! =)
Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 6:51 PM
reading my past post...realise that in the past...we were very happy and carefree..but as we grow older...many things have changed...the people may still be the same but den things dey/we do have changed so much...when we were young...things seems to be easier and laughter can always be heard anywhere...but now..laughter sound so fake so little...things getting so complicated...and relationship...worst..much more complicated...how i wish that i can gain back all my laughter and happiness..although all this have already passed away but the memories is still dere...
Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 12:46 AM
went out at 3.35pm in the afternoon to meet sheryl and waner to go celebrate waner de 17th birthday...hahax...we actually wanted to watch step up 2 de but den because our lead have already watch it so ...hahax...we decided not to watch any of it lerx...lolx..den we decided to juz slack ard at tm...lolx..den ard 5.30+..we went to billy bomber to have our lunch and dinner..lolx!! den i ordered surf and turf's set...den sheryl ordered a ribs and chicken set...den waner ordered theirs fries...hahax...den we all ordered lemonade...and sheryl felt that it was too sour!!hahax..ande everyth cost us $70+... hahax...so ex! lolx..but its okiez..once a year mahx...lolx..den we accompanied sock ping and watch her eat..so good ritez..( erm... )...lolx~~den we went to take neoprint..that machine was totally a freak man! hahax...so lame lorx...dun lyk! lolx!!! ...den after that we jiu decide to walk back home due to the reason that i wish to go home by 9.30pm..coz i have a show to watch!! haha!! and i have alr received my 3rd bithday present lerx...thkx waner!! muackz!!! happy birthday my dear~~ hahax...!!
Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 9:23 PM
everyth have its two sides and faces...juz lyk alive or dead...happy or sad...cry or laugh...so do feelings...it oso have negative and positive...positive feelings keep us laughin and remain calm and cool...coz no matter wad negative comments...we can still laugh it off! coz we noe that comments are meant fer us to change...to change fer the better...negative feelings in the other hand...make ur feel sad and fustrated...juz a small normal comments will make us feel so hurt..and dying...coz the heart is hurt...is tired...cant no longer digest those comments..and cant think it straight...all this i knew it too well...positive feeling..negative feeling... sad..happy...tears...laughter...all no longer meant anyth to me...coz i noe wad i hope to have and be....wad i wish to see and hear...wad i wan and need to do...and wad i really really love and hate...is difficult to noe in our live about wad we wan and wad we need..but as time goes by..things will become clearer and clearer..everyth will surfaced and things get better...live is always lyk this...all can say live is meant to be lyk this..all this make me realise all i have to do is juz to make a turn in my mood and thoughts...den things will become different...if u are sad..den think abt someth that make u laugh...if u are angry..do someth to make u cool down...if u are troubled...say it out in order to find solutions...if u are hurt..den cry out..coz it will make u happy...
live will get better in that way...hopefully...
@ 2:33 AM
sry gal...i have no idea wad happen to u that make u so heartbroken...coz u never tell me how u feel...everytime we went out..it was lyk playin wildly tgt...but seems lyk u dun feel happy with us...is that someth we/i said or do that make u feel that way??we are friends...and u can always discuss someth with us...dun have to bottle up every little thing...if u are unhappy den say it out..if u feel we are too over u can also say... we can change and even stop behavin or say anyth that way...but if u dun tell den we will nv noe...i am sorry that i din notice anyth different in u...or can say i fail to do so...but i hope that maybe one day after u feel better..u might wan to tell us abt it..let us mend the prob...rather leavin it dere to rot..or become a thorn between us...our concern to you will never fade and it's real...our love to you is true and has never lessen too...dun close the door of your heart and lock us out...i want to understand you more..the real you...not the fake you...
Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 10:48 PM
today went out early in the morning...so tired..hahax..den meet yanqin 1st..lolx..den we both jiu go meet huiyi at simei de mrt station den while in the train..we kept laughin coz of someth funny...lolx...den after that we jiu go to kembangkan to wait fer grace...lolx..coz she miss her bus...lolx..den after that we jiu went to orchard to fix huiyi de handfone...lolx..me, yanqin and grace went to border to look fer books..lolx..den got offer...buy 3 book at the price of 2...lolx...den we each choose one..hahax...since huiyi dun wan..lolx..den after that went eat burger king...lolx..den we sit dere to talk..den we all keep laughin...lyk siao cha bo~ hahax...den after that jiu go shaw tower to check movie time den in the end we dun wanna watch..coz huiyi dun wan den dun wan left her alone...den we saw aman..lolx...so qiao...lolx..den we acc her walk a short distance back to her workin place...lolx..den we went walk to far east plaza...lolx...dere lyk nth much fer us to walk then we walk back to starbucks...lolx..coz today to yanqin is a very special date..lolx.. den grace order java chip while the rest of us order mocha~~ hahax...den we sit dere so cold lorx!!! grr~~~ hahax...den after that we walk back to collect huiyi de fone den go back...lolx..den on the train we keep laughin agn...expecially me coz of someth...muahahax..den after that me and yanqin went to tm to find chan peng and zhiwei...coz i need take thing frm chanpeng...lolx..den i go yamaha find him den he go popula find me...zzz..den in the end meet at popular...lolx...den so funny...den we acc zhiwei go take sim card...lolx..den yanqin and zhiwei keep bicker...hahax..dey so funny....lolx...den after that coz dun feel lyk waitin liaox so me and yanqin jiu go home 1st...lolx!! den we both agree that both of us laugh till our cheek so pain...lolx..so tired...lolx~!! den now at home finally can stop laughin!! hahax...
@ 12:15 AM
today went out with huiyi to watch the rule one...lolx! scary...hahax..not bad..lolx...anyway...before we go watch we went into urban concept..omg! got L!! nice!!!! i wan buy fer myself~hahax...so cute lorx...and oso got kira and the shinigami!!! omg!!! dey sooooo cute!! hahax..den we ard 2.20 jiu go up lorx..coz we want to buy someth to eat while watchin~~ hahax...den i bought a nachos set.. huiyi bought one popcorn set..lolx...so ex!! lolx...anyway...after the show..we wait to meet grace and yanqin coz dey watchin water horse at 4+...lol...after meetin them we went to shop...lolx..den saw the john little sales...lolx...den mom called and ask me faster go home coz got weddin dinner...zzz...hahaxden after went home keep rushin coz got 4 ppl need to bath...zzz...den keep urgin each other..hahax..quite lame...hahax..den after everyth was done den we jiu take taxi to pan pacific hotel...lolx....den i drank alot of red wine...hahax...i think got mor den 5 lolx...den oso got order fruit punch...den mango juice...lolx..but red wine drank de most...lolx....dere de food...hmm...not bad larx...hahax...but the place...nice...lolx....den after that we jiu take taxi come back..lolx..den i keep playin games...lolx...so sianz..dun really noe anyone dere...lolx... lolz...too bored lerx... got red wine...mango juice...tea...lolx.. lolx...fruit punch and red wine.... =)
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 12:59 PM
hmm...march lerx..but i seems to have alot of things i haven do yet..hahax..here is my wishlist this year....hahax..1. go cruise!!2. go hongkong/taiwan3. buy new mp34. go kbox5. go watch movie6. go play pool7. go bugis buy bag8. go clubbing9. go book fairhmm...so far can only think of all these..hahax..but so many things..dunno can finish by this march not..lolx
Monday, March 03, 2008 @ 8:29 PM
我真的输了，输给了自己。我以为自己以找到了真的“永远”，但是我后来又发现一切都是虚拟的。为何我的“希望”总是无法如愿？是我不够努力？还是我不够好？我须要的并不多，也不会难，但是却一直落空。难道我就不配拥有“永远”吗？我的心并不坚强，我的心也不快乐。我的心，在流血，在哭，但是又有谁知道？有谁明白？我的想法，我的感受，我的情绪，我的悲欢离合，我的一切一切。有谁懂？有谁了？我的笑很勉强，我的欢乐很勉强。我的疯也很勉强。但是有谁懂？我讨厌这一切一切。
Sunday, March 02, 2008 @ 5:43 PM
sry fer the late post~anyway ytd went grace hse to surprise her! hahax..the steps are :1. bluff her that we meetin ltr.2. meet up with yanqin to buy cake. ( btw we bought a cake call " Ice Queen" )3. meet up with the huiyi and xue er.4. went up to her hse secretly.5. require some good luck.6. get her sister to open the door fer us.7. secretly went into her room to surprise her!8. sing a birthday song loudly.hahax..the above steps are a great way to surprise fren~lolx!lolx..anyway..that's our surprise..hahax..den after that we wait fer grace to bath prepare and head out to bugis to take neoprint~ hahax..well this is the 1st time grace willing to take neoprint with us..hahax..den after that we went to suntec (by walkin)..den after that we go buy the ticket fer our show; L: change the worldden we walk to marina square coz grace want to go creative care centre..hahax..den after that we rush back suntec to watch the show~ hahax..the show is very very very very nice!!! hahax..love L! hahax..he so cute!! and so is Near~ hahax...the future smart guy~den we jiu slowly walk to MRT coz leg pain~~ and fer ur info..after the show is alr 9.30pm~hahax..the 5 of us excludin yanqin leg pain..coz we all wear high heels/shorts heels..lolx...den me and yanqin plan next time go watch jumper and go play bowlin~ but my bowling suck~~hahax..anyway..now hse got quite alot of ppl~~ hahax.. crowded~~p.s : i still haven upload picture yet~
Saturday, March 01, 2008 @ 12:03 AM
today meet kaijing at tampines the mac to accompany him go return VCD..lolx..!! den after that we jiu meet aman, saman, and marvin at the mrt platform dere..orhx..and while me and kj wans walkin...we saw augustine!! hahax...he look kinda different..lolx..den after meetin aman dey all..we wait still hav to wait fer junxian..lolx!! den after he come liaox den we jiu go cineleisure to eat long john silver 1st coz jane and gloria den go meet us..lolx..den after eatin liaox we jiu headed to Kbox..hahax..den we take the student thingy...means we can get one snack, one drinks and tidbits per person~ lolx! den everyth we oso order one den the drinks we order all coke and sprite and can keep refilling...muahahax..lame..anyway..the whole thing was fun~ hahax..coz everyone keep singin hahax..and we even sing without mic~~lolx...den after singin...we went to wisma the food republic to makan! hahax..actually not all makan...only aman, saman, jane, gloria and jx makan..me, kj marvin sit and watch~ hahax..den after eatin we jiu go home..den so funny...we took alot of photo~ hahax..den when we reached the MRT station...we took even more photo~~ hahax.. den in the train got one auntie keep lookin at us..hahax..den lyk so lame...lolx..den after that reached bedok liaox saman jiu alight...simei liaox jane and gloria alight...den reached tampines jiu me, kj, jx alight..and finally of coz is pasir ris where marvin and aman will alight...lolx..den now at home talkin to grace on the fone~~ hahax...sayin abt the trip tml~~ hahax..and tired muz accomapny mommy go market buy thing..tired! hahax
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