Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 9:59 PM
today's rj : "What kind of a student were you the past 7-8 weeks? Evaluate yourself."my ans : "In my own views on my behaviour the past 7-8 weeks, I think that I have improved slightly, but that’s only my personal view. During the first few weeks in this school, I feel different and I don’t get use to the way how things work. Therefore, I have problems in getting use to the new learning methods and to stop relying on the facilitator for help. My performance during the first few weeks was not very satisfying, and I tend to be quiet as I still don’t know my team/class mates that well and can be distracted easily by certain things (e.g. instant messaging). Thus, there were comments given to me suggesting that I should be more participating, and should concentrate and put in more effort in my work. By then, I realise that as compared to my behaviour in RP, was not what it was like in my secondary school, and I think I have been slacking after entering poly. Since then, I start reflecting on my behaviour and the kind of student I want to be, and I want to make a change. After a period of time, I’m able to mingle well with my peers and start to set target for myself, and hope to see improvement in studies. Although sometimes I was still being un-attentive, but there were also times where I put in 100% of my concentration in class. And I believe that I do take my duties, either being the leader or team member, with enthusiasm and I dare to speak up more during group discussions, and clarify my doubts with either classmates or the facilitator. And I believe I am the kind of student who is willing to accept any comments as I think that these comments help me to improve further. Also, I think that I am not easily discouraged by failures and see things in a positive way. Thus, I think I have make small improvement and try to stay more focus by stop using instant messaging in class unless we have to send references or things regarding our lesson."hahax!! this is the 2nd time i put in lots of effort in writing an RJ and i think i abit BHB...seriously speaking ~! hahax!!anyway..left earlier today...went back school take the cert...so stupid larx!! the timing totally wrong and how smart of them to set a deadline for us to collect our booklet and cert. And make me have to leave earlier...( i feel so bad that they have to do the presentation and i cant help~ SORRY members!!! )anyway..reached school around 3.30...woah~ hahax! then meet up with grace to take tgt...even though we different class..LOLX!! then saw zhiwei in sch...he was like..."a~~~" then i jiu "b~~" then he continue with "c~~"...okiez...i know is lame~ hahax!!! then grace saw her girls guide junior..( dun ask me who are they coz seriously in my 4 yrs life in ev, i nv seen them b4 )..lolx!! then cause i din eat fer like almost whole day? so grace and zhiwei acc me go eat...then zhiwei also wan eat his dinner..? hahax!! okiez..then he very gentleman...help grace go buy bubble tea..hahax~~ (opps..heeex..jokin~~)...then we chatted and lame there...then EVSS GOT ALOT OF SMOKE!! lolx..opps..actually..just ppl spraying someth larx..hahax!! then grace wan go home study..( dun think she got )..hahax!! then after that we jiu go home lorx...
booklet by MOE...
my cert from cambridge~~anyway...while taking bus293...many memories came back in mind...suddenly i feel so...mixed up i think..maybe because along the road..there is too many memories on the things we do in the past...i still rmb the jokes we crack while walking...the shop we alw went to buy bubble tea...update each other with the things that happen to us...all these seems to happen not long ago..but...why..i feel so...confused...i know all these might not come back to me anymore...but...i still have a small hope..is it that i still cant let go?? izzit that because we are too close?? or..izzit that i dun wanna lose the fate?? p.s : heys..i am not trying to emo kaez..hahax!! just..some thots only... =)