Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 10:25 AM
01. How many children do you want in the future?
erm..2..
02. Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend?
both!! lols.. =x ( isn't girlfriend and friends the same to girl? )
03. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
myself...=p
04. Do you think you have enough confidence?
i guess so.. =p
05. What would you do if you see someone abusing an innocent animal?
i will...call police!!
06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
yup..i have seen it before! =)
07. What is your goal for this year?
able to pass my 1st yr and...stay happy..
08. Do you believe in eternity love?
not sure.. lols!
09. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
seriously...don't think so..lols!
10. What feeling do you love most?
the feeling of warmth and love
11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
depends on the situations... =)
12. Does having alot of bestfriends, really regard them as the real meaning of bestfriend?
Not really bahs... =p
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes..i cherish all ties...
14. Do you like to hang out with friends?
depends on my mood.. =p
15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life?
myself..my parents..friends..those who i love.. =)
16. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
I will throw to the one that don't know how to swim..hahas! =p
17.If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?
I will slap and break up with him!! hahas!! =x
18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
Primary 3...hahas! with no exams!! =)
19. Have you felt the true meaning of love?
No, I don't think I have ever really or truly love someone... =(
20. What will you do if you found out that you have cancer and left only 1 month to live?
I will quit school...visit place i nv been to..do things I always want to do but no time to do... =)
Remove 1 question from the above and add in one personal question.Make a total of 20 questions and tag 7 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged.
grace
huiyi
aman
saman
natasha
manton
julie
Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 10:23 AM
Friday, 13th june
woke up early to get prepare to go out sing K..haha! went out at 12noon and waited fer the bus fer like 15mins and the bus is so slow!!! omg!! then chengkang called and say he just woke up!!! omg!! he is so damn late!! haha!! then he ask me to wait fer him at the interchange before going meet huiyi and grace..hahas!!
reached inter and go guardian buy green tea and halls sweet!! hahas!! then listen mp3 and wait fer chengkang at fer half and hour!!!! erm..i think more than that lars...hahas! then check with huiyi where is she and she say that she is looking for her ezlink card so ask her slowly find..dun need rush~ hahas! then i got mixed up! hahas!! i forget we are goin to cineleisure...hahas!! keep telling huiyi what pasir ris the~ omg! hahas! i seriously become so blur~ all thanks to that time in the mrt....knocked my head! grr..
then ard 1.05pm..chengkang finally arrived!!!! hahas!! then msg huiyi ask where is she and she is at tamp the platform liaos!! omg!! thats fast! hahas!! and so nice train to boon lay came!!! then we signal her to go in the train!! hahas!! then walked to find her then walked all the way to the front to wait fer grace!! hahas!! then find a place at the 1st cabin...entrance 3...hahas!! then called grace to let her know that we board the train hahas..then she dunno which is the 3rd entrance...hahas!! she went to the 4th one..and chengkang was like..did she see us!? hahas!! thats funny!! hahas!! then we chatted on some drama series which grace dunno~~ muahahas! okies! we are evil~ lols~ then all of us wear till so casual..hahas!!
on the way to cineleisure..we talked about something funny..finally reach!! then omg!! cineleisure seems to be updating...nono..i mean renovating the floor...and the floor is so damn uneven! hahas!! then took the lift to 8th floor...hahas! then went k!! our room is 81!! hahas! nice no~ hahas!! then start singing!! hahas!! love the duet part!! hahas!! then choose alot of cao ge...jj...and jay's song fer chengkang..then we keep singing those sad song and the atmosphere is...omg! hahas!! then me and grace say we sing something high!! hahas!! choose mayday song~ lian ai-ing...and wo you chu lian le...hahas!! then seriously...only me and grace zhi high~ hahas!!! then chengkang only sometimes...huiyi...not very high!! hahas!! then me and grace stand on the chair and play around~ hahas!! then after that...we sing those sad song again...omg! hahas!! then half way through we sing f.i.r the get high..and only me and grace hyper,...hahas!! then 3 guys walked pass our cabin!! and we are standing on the chair!! omg!! hahas! but who cares!!! hahas! then sang the yida's chou nan ren...hahas!! devil beside you the theme song..hahas! then grace keep looking at chengkang while singin..hahas!! then he say.."can you dun look at me while singing this song?!" hahas!! thats funny!! hahas! then i also look at him! hahas!! then he seriously sing better in some of those sad song..hahas!!
then ard 5pm the off our system!! so bad!! well..cos they in need of the room..so no choice..hahas...then went shop shop and saw darling michelle!!! hahas!! then we two so high!! hahas!!! then after chatting?awhile...we went seperately..hahas! so sad!! hahas! then after that we jiu went second floor to shop..hahas..then chengkang said that he need go back coz he need to do some project thingy..hahas! then me huiyi and grace bought 3 friendship bands..hahas! $4 each..can take off anytime..hahas..well..they say i always choose emo colour..like black and red..hahas..or black with purple( chengkang say that combination is emo..) hahas!! then huiyi say grace oso choose a emo colour..hahas!! then after that we went shopping after chengkang left...then we choose if we wanna eat what fer dinner..hahas! then me and huiyi say eat something cheaper then they choose fast-food...hahas!! then we walked to the place where last time huiyi went to repair her fone...hahas!! then there so cold can!! cold till siaos!!!! hahas!! then got a baby boy so cute!!! cheers with us!! hahas!! then so poor thing!! he bite his hand while eating fries!! hahas! he still give us goodbye kiss..while a flying one..hahas!! then after that me and grace have a DJ max network battle...then i still can win despite my hand and fingers being so numb!!! hahas!! then huiyi watched her ming zhong!! hahas!!
then ard 8.50pm..we went to off...going back home coz...i need buy bread..
then in the train...we talk about something so funny!! then huiyi say i very practical!! hahas!!
then grace abit crazy..take mrt all the way to tampines then take bus home..then she accompany me go buy bread..hahas!! then jiu go home~ hahas!!Saturday, 14th Junewoke up at 12.30...have my breakfast..then watch my show fer awhile then go bath and prepare to set off to my cousin house..hahas!! at woodlands!!! hahas!! then waited so long fer the bus!! hate that!! then mommy talk to me abt something so i kinda console her..then tell her dun bother abt all those thing...hahas!! then she sleep awhile..hahas!! then after that reach liaos we jiu go metro buy things...well...since sunday is father's day..so i bought a long sleeves working shirt for him..got strips the..nice..i like it..hahas! then mommy bought some shirt..hahas!! then after that we jiu went to uncle peter's house..who know mommy board the wrong bus..hahas!! then we tour ard woodland =.=then when finally reached..i realise all my relative reached liaos..hahas!! then went makan...sit outside the corridor..coz easier to take the food...as it is buffet..hahas!! then nicholas brought psp charger..hahas!! then i wanted to charge but then my psp still got full batt so...hahas!! then i sit and play his psp..hahas! then played bleach..hahas!! then after that pass to christopher..hahas!! then he play awhile..then i go out see what mommy they all doing...lols!!! then after the second round...we went to a room coz the room got AIR-CON!!! wohoo!! hahas!!then after that chatted with grace on the fone awhile...hahas..then went to cut cake..hahas!! then after that we jiu eat the cake!! not bad..( will upload the pic of the cake )then went to the room again!!! cooling..then..VIOLENCE!!! hahas..well..who ask my dad's side there got more guy cousins..then girl cousin all grown-up ( i oso!! )..then play and chatted alot..about our school life..hahas!! so funny lors!! then aloysius( i not sure of the spelling ) then he say his school got ppl fight in the toilet...hahas!! so lame lars!! opps! =pthen after that ard 10.50pm...hahas..then after that we jiu we went home..then lazy to blog..so now then blog!! hahas!! Now,
so bored!! having lesson!! hahas!! sciences...so sians!! hahas!! i hate sciences!! NOW!! hahas!! i last time like sciences..but now..so sad...hahas!! i dun like lers...hahas..
Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 11:47 PM
hmm..woke up very very very early today..ard 8.30 if i not wrong...then quickly wash up..bath..dresses...and went down fer breakfast with my parents...and by that time, it was alr 10.30am! omg! lol!! then set off to ICA building...went to apply something impt...fer my future~ lol! then went in interview...do everything and by that then i went fer the interview alone!! the lady say she only want me inside...scary!! lucky she only want to check my applications and some documents..and ask a few qns..then sign..then mommy's turn! haha..then she ask me what she will ask and i say well..she din really ask alot of things...haha! then everything went smoothly...and took a photo as it is needed to paste on the forms..haha! then omg! fringe cannot touch eyebrow...hair must be behind the ear and!! is not nice!! lolx!!! but lucky...mommy also took the same kind! muahaha!then dad went fer work..then we take mrt to eunos( i dunno how spell ) to find grace..as i want to cut hair!!! haha!! then meet her liao, she keep asking we want eat not..heehee...i know her motive!! SHE IS HUNGRY!! haha! so me and mommy went up to her house since mommy wanted to borrow the toilet.. =p and OMG!! her house having gathering!! lucky when we go not so many ppl arrive...and...hee...drink canned drinks and of coz grace's ah ma ( i think so ) make the ALMOND BEANCURD/JELLY/PUDDING( i don't reall know what is it~)!!!! nice kaez!! and OMG! grace mother gave alot and seriously..i cant finish even with the help of my mama~ lol! so heex...grace finish up! haha!!then gabriel( i think is spelled like this) was toking and laughing and~ opps..something happen~ and i dun wanna say..coz..if not..grace might kill me~ as is her bro~ haha!!then went cut hair..heex..seriously speaking..i quite like my new hair style leh~ haha..i mean the fringe..haha...then grace cut shorter...mama cut shorter too..haha! then went coffee shop to have a bite and my chu chang fen!! haha! nice and yummy!! then after that rush home to bath cause...dinner ltr!!! dad's colleague treat the as is the wedding..then by the time we reach home is like 5pm!! then faster bath...dress...then out we go! all the way to bugis to meet daddy their..haha!then after that dad drive us to palm beach restaurant then eat..and well...congrats the couple!! haha!! then the food is nice..well not bad~then din drink wine~ cause i am ssoooo tired and if i drink more..i wont be able to online..and...tml cfm late to meet fren!! lol!! anyway..super duber tired!! haha!! need rest and i am excited fer tml kae!! K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 3:11 PM
徐婕儿- 我可以忍受
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱别当作应该
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱别当作应该
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
no.no.no
不要说对不起
原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你
什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why
这样的我你也曾爱过
不是吗
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
是她拥有我没看过的笑容
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @ 10:45 PM
seriously...i feel so fk up! my life is like what the hell! everything is i do! fk can! this is like so fking impt and i am the only one doing it and what's wrong with seeking help!? will die!? FK LAR! pls lar! i am fking tired ler! have you care about how i feel!? just because you are irritated so you vent your fking attitude to me?! what's this man!! hello! i have to face all this things till i have no time to sit and rest and think about everything! you say i show attitude? have you been with me for long!? HAVE YOU!? mny hand hurts when i type all this and you know who caused all this!? is YOU!! i have no fking way to vent my anger and i feel so fking depressed and who can i tell to!? no one! NO ONE!!! i have to swallow all this bitter and tears all into my heart and even have to smile and joke in front of you! and i really have to let it out NOW! do you know i am fking scared!? scared that i will do those things again!! SERIOUSLY I AM SCARED!!
i really hope to die! this is the 2nd time i ever think of this!? two years!! it have been two years since i last hurt myself...and today..well..i did it again...in another way..
the hurt you make in my heart will never dissappear till the physical scars are all gone...and those wounds in my heart hurts more than on my physical body...seriously...i have no more hearts to deal with other staffs again!! my holiday...just..sucks!! i seriously don't wanna see you anymore!!
WHY MY LIFE IS ALL IN A FKING MESS!? WHY AM I HURT ONCE AND AGAIN!? WHY MUST I BE THE ONE!? ALL I EVER HOPE IS JUST TO STAY FREE AND HAPPY BUT WHY CANT I!? WHY MUST ALL THIS FKING PROBLEMS HAPPEN TO ME!!?? WHY!? WHO THE FK CAN TELL ME!? WHY MUST I ENDURE ALL THIS EVEN THOUGH I AM SICK!??
i hate to live in this mess..this fking mess..perhaps "that" is the only way to end it...perpahps...
Sunday, June 08, 2008 @ 12:57 AM
woked up by mommy today...then brush teeth...bath..dressed...eat breakfast and out i go! hahax! okiez cause da gu called to ask if we wanna go shoppin with her..so mom say okiez..and ask where we wanna go..then by the time i finish everyth...it was like 3pm already!? lolx! so mom said just go expo..then da gu dun wan..coz she was at plaza sing! hahax.!! and we have our dinner at a restuarant at aljunied!? lolx! dun ask me the name of the restuarant as i have no idea but just to follow them..lolx! then mom and i went expo and seriously..i say alot of thing i wanted to buy!! hahax!! so bought only a few..sob! and i wanted the learning cd-rom..but it was freaking ex!! so i think...i have to seek expert ( chengkang ) opinions first! lolx! then bought a few things and lucky us..aunt elvy was working there so ask her to bring go home~ =pthen finally 6+ pm..called da gu..ask if she want to meet..so she agree and we meet at aljunied mrt station..and...walked a long way to the restuarant and..i swear i will nv walked that road unless there is a guy of more then 3 gals! then well we are the 2nd group that reach~ hahax..able to choose a good seat..then er gu and her family member came and they sit with us..then san gu came and well..they sit with us as we leave another table fer da gu and xiao shu the big family~! hahax! then eat alot of thing..and seriously...it was full!!!!! omg!! cant tahan!! and one annoucement make by xiao shu...which is this coming sat go his hse fer buffet as is Adrian (i think is spell like this) birthday!!! then since daddy went oversea and couldnt make it..noone drive us home =( but nvm~ walked with xiao shu and his wife to the station and seriously..someth happen on the way and make me so flare up! grr!!then went home...grace called and ask about tml plan so told her abit..then dunno she wanna go where lar..then tok awhile then ask her reached home then call me..hahax..as she using handfone..lolx!then reached home..bath..and checked on someth then muahahaha!! sleeping~~ =) AFTER watching "A cinderella story!" =)
Saturday, June 07, 2008 @ 12:32 AM
well well..today finally went out with grace~ i mean, well, it has been quite long since my break! hahax!! well meet her at the mrt..went to lavender ICA builing to do something important..hahax..then called huiyi as we need her to check someth for us..hahax...( sry fer the trouble! )..then went to raffles place...while..don't know where to go so then we decided to call ong and chengkang..hahax!! so qiao! both of them so free!! hahax! so waited for them while we play our psp! hahax!! =p then waited so long!! then we decide to go plaza sing to wait~ hahax!! then after awhile they called..hahax!! so meet up with them..
then chengkang complain that he is hungry!! hahax!! then grace say don't eat now~~ hahax!! no idea why too..so we went to ~ erm.. window shopping? hahax!! seriously no idea~ hahax!!! but manage to waste the time..hahax!! we went to build a bear workshop and!! omg!! seriously!!! the white tiger is nice!!! so cute!!!!! argh!!! hahax!! tempted to buy! hahax!! then after that we jiu dasio~ ( i think is spell like that and i forget we went which shop 1st BUT i know we went this two shop! )..hahax..me and grace bought bottle coffee~ then ong and chengkang was like..shop around? hahax..they look at erm..antiques??? hahax!!
then went to yamaha..chengkang want to see piano..hahax...well..seriously..grand piano is nice!! hahax!! then told him zhiwei and chanpeng bought piano and he was like~ envy!! hahax! ( i think so~) then we went to see other instrutment and i miss flute!! so long nv play~ seems to forget thr fingering ler~~ sob!
then okiez..this time he really is hungry and grace want to find someplace to sit..hahax! went around to see wad to eat...then...all the foodcourt..restuarant was full!! omg! hahax..then went swensen...well...quite fast..hahax..then me and grace share coz we are not that hungry..hahax!! then so embarrassed!!!! omg!! my water has a string inside!? omg! disgusted!! then ask for a change that time was like...a man walked pass our table then i was like "excuse me~" and grace was like "excuse me~" and the man stop and turn and look at us...then i was like looking at him thinking why this manager don't walk to us~ then who know he said someth " erm...i am not the waiter here for ur info." OMG!!! stunned!! and embarrassed!!! hahax!! then we was like!! " opps! sorry!" then after eating..we went arcade!! and saw one guy very pro in playing the DJ thingy..hahax!! then got police..no idea why~ then ong and chengkang went to play the street basketball machine..well...no idea how well they played~ =p
then went mc to eat ice cream!! then chengkang keep singin!! omg!!! hahax!! then after that "home sweet home!!"!! then in the mrt, we realise someth...CHENGKANG GOT NO BALANCE!!! hahax!! he almost fall when the train start moving...lolx! then nvm..then we move towards the other side of the door...then suddenly the mrt move and "OUCH!" my head!! i knocked my head!! so pain!!! =(
then chengkang hand bang onto the glass panel and he was like so embarrassed coz the lady was shocked! hahax! and he call the young lady "auntie"...lolx!! then grace was showing me what chengteck will do to peilin when they take mrt and demostrate on me and make me think of zhiwei and huiyi~ opps! lolx!
then reached grace the stop so she went off 1st..let the 3 of us...and chengkang start singing...and ong walked away! hahax!! and if i walked away ppl will think he is crazy! hahax!! so i sing along with him the duet~hahax! then finally reached tampines!!! then i wanted to walk home coz...both 293 and 72 is full~ =(
then they accompanied me to walk home~ hahax! ( thanks! guys! )..then we was lame-ing all the way...haha!! then reached my hse was like 11+ pm already..hahax..so they walked back home..haha...coz they wanna chat? lolx! anyway..tml having dinner!!! lolx! dunno at where =p
Thursday, June 05, 2008 @ 3:01 PM
对你而言，我好像一点都不重要。我感到好不被重视，被忽略，被遗忘。这已不是第一次了，但是我能怎样?你以为我的笑是为了什么？是为了掩饰我的难过。你以为我的疯癫是为了什么？是为了掩饰我的寂寞。我以为在我最亲的人心里我是最重要的，但我错得离谱。我以为在我最要好的“他们”心里我是最重要的，但我还是错得离谱。我不懂我在这世上的任何意义。为何我会在这世上，我真的很想知道。
Wednesday, June 04, 2008 @ 2:26 AM
anyway...let's say something happy! hahax..went back from malaysia...hahax!! tiring! hahax..but lucky me! xiao jiu drive us back~! wohoo! hahax!! nice of him huh!? hahax!! then woah! alot of thing change siax! i mean at my ah ma house..hahax!! well..did i mention that now they have seperated almost everyth?? hahax!! okiez..so now we can choose to eat with which ever family and for those who know me well will know i will choose who larz! hahax!! anyway..i bought lappy in..hahax!! to watch show of coz! hahax! but cant watch my naruto..and bleach...sin hui din buy larx!! hahax!! sob!! nvm~~ hahax! then sin yee watch THE SEVENTH DAY while i watched D.I.E..hahax! so nice can!!?? hahax!! then i think the 3rd day in malaysia, i went shopping!! with mom, xiao jiu, his son, sin yee and sin hui..hahax!! and mom spend over RM300!!! omg!! that's alot kaez!! hahax!! on us not me alone~ =p then we shop like the whole day! hahax! gals are like this~ hahax!! then went home for dinner cause da jiu got cook..hahax!! then after eating we rush back to the room..on air-con...watch show! hahax! well..nice mahx~ hahax! then actually the last day i want go eat the spicy wanton noodle..but..sin yee not feeling well...then 2 ppl eat not fun..so din go..thus, cook noodle~ hahax!! not bad larx..but cant finish~ give wan ling eat!! opps! hahax!! then bought some alcholic drinks~ hahax!! not bad larx..i mean..yarx~ hahax!! then watch sh0w again! hahax! then ard 11 pm..then xiao jiu drives us come out..and sin hui came for a short vacation too..hahax..actually..is she want buy clothes...hahax!! and my comics~ she aiming my comics too..she intend to read all! well..i dun think she have enough time~ hahax! coz that's alot kaex! hahax! at least i think is alot..hahax!!anyway..thats all fer my holidays..well..i seems to arranged so many things before holiday start and heex..wish to do all that i wish for..muahahahx!!this year..wanted to do alot alot alot of things...1. go kbox ( goin soon.. (= ..)2. go "TiAmo" cafe~3. go zoo4. family gathering ( upcoming...)5. go out with mad-fivez~6. go overseas7. buy all my "wanted" comics...8. finish reading what prisc say is nice~~ hahax!!9. meet up with her~ =)10. sakae sushi ( only if zhiwei got A fer chinese "o")11. go bowling..12. go great sales~13. watch accuracy of death
