introduction
biography
Huimin now 19+,
was borned on the 25th march,
and, she is attached to Mr.Chew Zhi Bing now. =)
anyway, she's pursuing a diploma in DCRSM,
in republic polytechnic.
and is a year 2 student!!
She loves her Dearest Boyfriend, most
of cos she cherish her parents,
and her darling Mich and joker.devil,Tasha.
she love her five Maddies,
and the CLiques in School.
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Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 10:25 PM
Next To You lyricsTwo 'o clock and I wish that I was sleepingYou're in my head like a song on the radioAll I know is that I got to get next to youYeah I got to get next to youSitting here turning minutes into hoursTo find the nerve just to call you on the telephoneYou don't know that I got to get next to you[Chorus]Maybe were friendsMaybe were moreMaybe it's just my imaginationBut I see you stare just a little too longAnd it makes me start to wonderSo baby call me crazyBut I think you feel it tooMaybe I, Maybe IJust got to get next to youI asked around and I heard that you were talkingTold my girl that you thought I was out of your leagueWhat a fool, I got to get next to you, whoaYeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to meBaby let's get together and end this mystery, oh[Chorus]Maybe were friendsMaybe were moreMaybe it's just my imaginationBut I see you stare just a little too longAnd it makes me start to wonderSo baby call me crazyBut I think you feel it tooMaybe I, Maybe IJust got to get next to youWhatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you[Chorus]Maybe were friendsMaybe were moreMaybe it's just my imaginationBut I see you stare just a little too longAnd it makes me start to wonderSo baby call me crazyBut I think you feel it tooBaby call me crazyBut I know you feel it tooMaybe I, Maybe IJust got to get next to youYeah, yeah, yeahI got to get next to you[end]what a nice song huh~~ hahas!! like it! =)
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 7:50 PM
okies! today culture, both UT and problem statement! tiring sias! lack of sleep!!! lols! then went to sch and the bus slow sia!! got one 168 overtake it..ARHS!then reach inter is like alr 8+, wth! hahas.okies.dunno why i am so agitated. lols! then waited fer huiyi they all, without manton! hahas! so funny, normally he will reach slightly after me, but today, he super duber early! lols! then went sch, prepare, start UT! well, difficult? yes, to a certain extend. lols. anyway, skip all the boring part lar hor. Now, the show came!i think the class left with afew of us, then, james and ivan were playing the ball, i mean kicking it, who knows.....*bing-biang!* hit someone's com, thot nth, but, the LCD screen crack! okies...is RI's one..!!and, he still can deal with it calmly. I salute him.lols. then we stayed in class, well, ivan they all wanted to wait for RI to call and check, then i waiting for huiyi. hahas. then ard, 5.30, ivan they all want to leave so they all leave, left me. LOLS. then suddenly zhibing came back, cos he lao ren jia got something to discuss. LOLS. then after that huiyi came to find me, then walked to inter, then take bus, then now, tired. not gonna study for UT, pointless. HAHAS!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 10:46 PM
today maths...seriously..after UT...i have the urge to jabo..lols..bad rites...anyway..serious..i feel lyk goin home..but...no one want to go..so..sad lar...have to force myself to stay dere!!! lols..den 1st break out..went to sit at the water cooler dere...with mich...den thks to her..acc me dere..if not..i dunno want bored till like shit..hahas!! stresss!!! hahas..den sab and arvie came up..sit with us dere..cos they eating..lols..den before that...OMG! xiang sheng...arhs!! dun wan mention liaos...so paisei!!! arhs!! den went back class...so sians..do excel thing..seriously..no mood..lucky...got jarir and sab! hahas..den...very fast...2nd breakout..went dwn with mich and rabi..den bought sandwiches...MILK TEA...and panadol..extra strong sommore..hahas..den mich bought same thing except panadol..lols..den rabi buy curry puff! lols..den went back class...den..tired lar! eat sandwich..den eat panadol..den sleep! seriously..sleepy...4 hr of sleep..NOT ENOUGH..lols..since our ppt had alr done!! hahas..so take a short nap..hahas..den okies..super fast..3rd meeting..haiis!! presentation lar! last grp to present...sians..hahas..den..sab sleep while others present..LOLS! funny lars..den me...james..mich..and huijing signed a peace treaty..LOLS! so funny..wad a funny treaty...but beneficial..hahas..den judge got jarir and kwee cheng(kc)..hahas..den..chatted some funny things..lols..den after my presentation..played checkers with zhibing..fine..2:2...hahas!! yeah!! i won twice lehs!! miracle..hahas! den huiyi came..den she waited quite long..(sry fer letting u wait..and thks fer the calculator..)...den walked to inter..lols..so funny..den after reached inter..saw xiang sheng!! nv queue up sia!! hahas...jkjk..den i went in the queue..den waited quite long fer bus..den finally..bus came.. board bus..went home..lazy to study culture..and cheng kang..sry..i can't keep my promise... =(
Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 9:55 PM
walao....why weekend pass so fast!!! arhs..i haven rest enough yet lar...den today sci..walao!! sad lar..sci..bio...arhs!! i nv study before lehs!!! how to do lar!! hahas..so sad lar...den tml ut!! arh!! shouldn't have promise ChengKang to get A....HAHAS!!! so stresssssss!!! hahas...sad lars!! hahaskaes..today super slack..all durga do...(thks arhs..)..den after that watchin the secret...hahas...so nice!! touchin...hahas..den after that...huiyi say she want to go nokia shop den she say she wan to leave first..who know..i leave earlier than her..hahas!!! den meet marvin cos he want to return me something...den after that wait fer zhibing..cos go cwp to look fer present fer fren..lols...den..so qiao..saw huiyi...waiting to go nokia care centre..hahas..den after that mich say she wan go home liaos..so we jiu go home..den huiyi say she say me but i din see her lehs! weird..lols!tml UT!! how!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 2:26 PM
wahahahas..ytd night cant sleep..so went to edit some pictures..lols..! so now uploading it to my blog..!! =)      dadadadada!!! done! hahas..!
Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 9:56 PM
wahahaha!! finally saturday!! waited so long man! can rest..sleep late..and wake up late!! lols! so happy can!!! anyway..woke up ard 12.40+...ask if anyone wan to go simei not..cos..I IN NEED OF A MOUSE! lols!! den i went to watch tv while waiting fer reply..den huiyi say she oso wanna go buy mouse..den she at hougang..!! lols..that was far okies! lols..den nvm den..wait fer her..den suddenly...my relative came sia! lols! scary...no one tell me..lols! den they bought so many things here..nice!! lols..den huiyi say go after her mr fighting..actually..i anyth one..wad time oso can..lols! den...chatted with them awhile..den went to prepare to meet huiyi at opp lib de bus-stop..lols! hmm..i reach first lar..of cos..frm sengkang to tampines need long time..especially with abit of traffic jam..lols..den she came ...and we still have to wait fer 38..OMG! so long lar...( i miss the time when i waited fer bus to go evss!! ) lols..den we talked those funny things..lols! then board the bus..LOLS! so crowded...den at 200+ dere the bus stop...so full..den the bus driver dun wanna drive off...den got a uncle shout to the 2 guys asking them to move in! omg! so paisei lar!! den that 2 guy no choice have to move in...den got one auntie so stubborn..dun wanna move in..den reach simei..orh! de dessert shop...our almond !! and mango ice..ORH!! lols..opps..too excited..lols..den went up popular to find my mouse!! lols! nice and cheap..$8.90 fer a purple mouse!! so nice..den huiyi oso bought one..despite having one already..lols! den we go find cheryl's bdae present and hees..i bought saman present liaos..( saman...HAPPY BELATED BDAE PRESENT!!! ) lols! den..i suggest to go julei's shop...lols..so nice..i mean de shirt dere..lols..den she say if i wan she will give special discount..WOHOO!! love her!!! lols..den..we chatted quite long lar..lols! den huiyi's mom called..ask her eat outside..so we went back to tampines..den saw TS having sales..okies..very long sales.. =.= ...den..bought 2 show..hees..den..went to tm..huiyi wanted to eat LJS..but..de queue so long lor...we both lazy..lols..so decided to go foodcourt eat..den after that we walk to take 27..den..got one family that came back from holi..den huiyi say hope they alight at my bus stop..LOLS..and..so true man! lols..wad an accurate prediction huh~ lols! den...went home..den..do my things...and...blog..lols..lame..nth to do mahs..lols!
Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 11:50 PM
okies..finally..come update liaos.. today...friday..morning..go too crazy..LOLS! cos hees...manton and huiyi will noe why lar...den...u noe..meet up with aman..saman...calinder..den...go sch!!! reach sch..send saman up..since is her bdae...lols! den went back dwn..den go to class..den realise..NO ONE IS IN THE CLASS! lols..scary okies! imagine u are the only one..walking in..without any lights on..den so cold...lols..den sit at my grp..den call huiyi..den she come acc me(thks huiyi! fer the acc)..fer awhile..saw tasha and rabiatul...WOHOO!.finally..lols! actually..saw james.c at inter..den pass him the umbrella..den i thot he will reach 1st..who noe...lols..i think is he go meet KC and ivan..hahas! den..lesson...den..1st break out..went dwn with mich..tasha..sab...arvie..wenjie...zhibing..(did i miss anyone out?? forget le..nvm..)..den help james, winston and huijing buy food and drinks..lols..den aman called..hahas! she was eating with her fren and she saw me standing..so ask me not to stand there..lols! den we chat..den arvie was like..u all very rich arh! lols..so near still wan tok on fone..LOLS! den he ask me dun tok lar..let her eat..lols! so we hang up..den we went to buy bubble tea..den went to cafe buy milk tea..lols!( thks zb..fer the milk tea..even though is a bet..=p) den went up...distribute the food(abit weird arh?)..den do worksheet..den..upload..den go through..den 2nd break out! went dwn with mich and tasha cos tasha wan buy med..den saw vivian..lols..den tok awhile..den went up..saw sab and arvie..den they go eat..we go class..den me..mich..james..have war!! lols! den after a fierce war..we sign a peace treaty..LOLS! and..sry ivan! ( u noe why lar hor.. =p) den..do ppt..den..time flies...3 meeting..haiis..presentation..okies..i admit..i am not concentrating..lols.i was playing..with whoever presenting dere..LOLS! den my grp's turn..LOLS..funny..dunno why..den..end sch..den..stay in class..den..took photos..lols..crazy! lols..den huiyi wan go liaos..so went off...
well..i guess...emo-ness start from here..LOLS! anyway...chatted with someone..then i realise...it have been so long since we last chatted, and now, we have no longer any more topic to talk about anymore...sad? yes..i do feel sad...
here..apologising to those who i show attitude to...
Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 5:03 PM
okies...photos...UPLOADES!!! hahas..i know..i took super duber long time to upload the pictures...hees..sry abt that...anyway..i placed the pictures in one as it will be easier to upload.. =)anyway..these are the edited by ME!(well not all by me lar..lols) hahas =)      next...is...HUIYI'S house warming that time took de PHOTOS!!! lols..       This are the sentosa's picture!! hahas!        DONE!! lols...nice?? hahas..i noe is nice..LOLS..jkjk!
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 10:28 PM
wohoo! finally changed my blogskin!! nice?? i personally think is nice lar hor.. =panyway...chengkang and grace de action super fast sia! i today just changed my blogskin and they have already seen it...omg~ hahas..anyway..ytd sleep very late cos chat on the fone...then today woke up so early..then went out without having my breakfast cum lunch!! omg! hahas..then went out liaos..haiis!! so tired lar!!! hahas..then after that come back home..then use com...find nice blogskin..then change it..well..din really take a long time cos...quite easy to change it..but...changing blogskin is soooo different from changing the VB code!!!!!!!!!!!! arh! hahas...tml monday liaos...so fast..i like haven rest well yet sia..haiis..nvm...time to sleep...currently is so lack of sleep lar! LOLS!p.s: hees...i know i said alot of time i want to upload photos but till now still haven..BUT i promise! i definitely will upload it!! sry~~! =p
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 9:55 PM
我的心真的很乱。忙碌的生活把我操得好累好累，一件又一件的问题似乎解决不完，好累，真的好累。但是现在的我不能到下，不能让任何人担心，不能变得那么的脆弱，不能哭。即时再艰苦，再累，再难过都好，我不能哭！绝对不能！不能让自己倒下！但是我还得撑多久？我好怕，好怕自己会崩溃，好怕自己会变得很依赖，好怕自己会哭，好怕自己无法再撑下去。现在的我，要变得更坚强，更勇敢才可以！为我自己加油吧！！
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 10:53 PM
everything my fault! now are u happy enough?! Simply just hate it! i am not emotionless! i am not a robot! i am not someone with no feeling or no life! i know u wont give a shit to this anyway..anyway..today rj was about symbol which describe our lifes and explain the reason. And since my group have focus on colour symbol, then i do one abt it.. The colour i choose is gray..dull..emptyness..loss..create expectations...unsettling. This is so true..my life now is so unsettling..i have no idea what lies ahead...what don't..nothing seems to cheer me up..i laugh..but there is tears in my eyes...i forced myself to hold back everything..and refrain myself from hurting anyone..but in the end..i get hurt..badly..wad hurt me most is i thot you know me well enough...but i realise..is only my wishful thinking..but i am still lucky..at least..when i am alone in the dark..there is still someone else..holding on to the light..leading me out of it..at least..i know..there is someone else who care..i have been wandering if i should put this post, but in the end, i choose to put..because..this is MY journal..and i can write anything..and actually..i dun feel anyth abt it..but..after seeing someth..it make me..feel so hurt..and disappointed..of myself..fer being such a failure..fer being so useless and emo..p.s: fer those who worry ( if there is...) pls dun!! cos..i will be fine...i just need to vent out alittle thing BUT pls..i wont get emo the whole day over this kaes..
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 5:00 PM
sians..just hate it lar...sucks lar...i hate that FACI!!!! that faci sucks!!!! SHIT HER FER BEING SO SACARSTIC
Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 11:10 PM
saw ut grade fer sci..sucks...perform well in class so wad!? faci bias oso..do well = nothing...get so fustrated..so angry..so dulan..shit the faci! seriously hate him!! then tok to huiyi..then she cute sia..cos she dunno how an wei (console) me..so she go tell chengkang...lols..in the end..he called..hahas.. chatted quite long..2hr+...talking to him make me think alot...suddenly all the past memories came back alive...sad..happy..angry...all...seriously..i have to thanks him..cos is him who make me think of all this...i always thot i forget all of it already..but..he brought it back to me...i know not only him..still got huiyi and grace..i know they care..then..ard 12+..i have to hang up...cos...something happen..so...irritated..seriously...i feel so..tied down and so fed up...i am 17..not 7..i no longer a small young gal who dunno how to takkair of myself..i also no longer a small kid..who cry just because of a freaking small thing...if i breakdown..means i am really tired..fed up..sad..broken..overloaded with too many freaking problems in life...mask..that day..jarir said..everyone is wearing a mask..and under the mask..there is another mask..and i totally agree..i am happy..i am cheerful..i am crazy..i am strong..strong till i dun dare to breakdown.. i just have to act strong..cos i am the only child..no one to help me even i need it..no one to lend a shoulder..no one to be there..except myself..but...then..huiyi..grace..chengkang...i really appreciate the care u all gave...even is just to hear me complain abt some little thing..listen to all those shit..even when u all have problems too..i am really grateful fer it..really..because..i really need it..
Wednesday, July 09, 2008 @ 4:41 PM
hmm..today...culture..haiis!! no As liao lar..cos..late!! downgraded by 0.5!! arh!! summor..the RJ not nice to write lar...sians..anyway...today as usual...wake up..prepare go school..then wait for bus...then board 168..at 7.50am...quite empty..then who know...traffic jam at the sengkang there the highway!! arg!!! cos of the rain? is like..raining only...why will there be slow traffic? like..so no reason..zzz...then like so boring....then realise that...saman..manton..huiyi..all oso stuck in the traffic jam...LOLS!! sians!! then in the end..late fer lesson..then saw sharifah...durga...jim...lols..that is only fer my class..then..oso saw sunxiong...kitty..hahas!! so funny!! so many ppl late..all stay east the..hahas...then today's topic is why am i.....zzz...then must oso decorate the power-point slides..hahas..then something lame happen..got fire evacuation..LOLS! isn't it lame!? poly lehs..lols..then in the end we must leave the classroom..then went to the carpark...lols..lame arhs...then went back class..do work..then saw ppl's conver..so funny..hahas..mich lar! hahas..tell me that thing..hahas..then presentation..then wait fer huiyi...then go home..then do rj...then..sleep..worst is..TML GOT UT SIA...! COMPUTING AND MATHEMATICS...ZZZ...SIANS!
Sunday, July 06, 2008 @ 8:43 PM
wohoo!! today is huiyi's the house warming...hahas..then before that...me and yanqin aka keiko, went to watch Hancock at tampines the golden village..hahas..so nice! omg! will smith rawks! hahas....then we were almost late...hahas...all thanks to me.. =pthen after the show..went montip to buy hair clip..hahas..then keiko bought a bracelet...hahas..then after that meet zhiwei then proceed to huiyi's new house...hahas...then actually she got invite both chengkang and cheryl the but then..one is sick and the other not free bah...hahas..then went there liao...woah..quite alot of ppl...then went her room...hahas..grace went very early...and have been taking pics with huiyi and her father's friend's son....that is wad she said...hahas..then after that... we are so hungry...then go eat the buffet..then okies...the fish is nice..hahas..the fried rice is nice...and the momo chachaor bobo chacha is nice..hahas!! then while we were eating..huiyi send grace to the mrt station..becos....grace goin fer the band concert ltr on...zzz...performed by mathew and i forget he from wad sch liao lar...lols..while..when me and huiyi heard abt it..we were abit shocked lar..cos..grace is not that time will wan go listen to band concert the..hahas..say me..cheryl...huiyi...and keiko wan go still got reason..but grace..hmm..abit weird..hahas..anyway...after eating..we went back to huiyi's room..then play with her web cam..muahahas!! took so many pics..hahas..then after that..when we want to go down buy things...saw burnard...and...zhiwei realise that he and bernard are goin fer the same house warming..and they noe each other!! hahas..so coincidence lar!! hahas..then after that we jiu went down to help auntie buy packet drinks lor..hahas..then saw enqi...hmm...no comments..hahas..then after that we went back to her room agn..and..okies..webcam AGAIN!! hahas..cos nothing to do mah..the adults playing mahjong..so we cant play..hahas..then after that huiling came back and she brought two friends along..then they jiu all go down stairs play bball..hahas...so long nv play lar! hahas..then left me keiko and huiyi in the room playin web cam..hahas..then keiko hungry..so we went to makan...then go down find zhiwei cos..we want to go home liaos...very tired leh!! hahas..then now in my room..feel so sleepy...yawn!p.s: thanks huiyi fer the clarifications..hahas..
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 @ 4:52 PM
okies...i decide le...i tml then update the photos took on sat...
anyway..today...i don't really have mood...very sians..heart like got something stuck there...i felt like i am being "trap"...is like...so different...everything seems to be changing, change till i feel so strange to it, so uneasy, and so weird...
okies...I AM NOT TRYING TO BE EMO HERE!! so dun worry ( especially grace.. )
just that i don't feel like talking or doin anyth...
i always thot is will be a new start...but then i realise that the same cycle will go on...i always thot things may be different...but seems like i am so wrong..totally wrong...maybe life is like this...always that complicated...
anyway...was thinking of goin to SGH...but..tml got test...then so tired..haiis...then in the end nv go...so went home..cook instand noodles as lunch cum dinner...then study...well...get some format thing into mind..
then suddenly chengkang called, he keep asking why i sound so sad and emo then i say don't have...then we chatted quite long..hahas..while i play checkers..hahas..then we talk alot of crap and he keep sayin he is mature...ARH!! hahas.. and chengkang...dun have to worry abt me lar...i am used to it...so...wont be sad for long... =)
then chatted till 11+...then he want to go do research and i wan to sleep so..hahas...
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 @ 10:20 AM
TODAY, I HAVE BEEN BEATEN BY ONE OF THE BEST IN THE WORLD, JAMES CHEN QIWEI, HES SOO GOOODD I CANT WIN. HE IS THE KING!
okies..today...computing...arhs!! vision basic...sians! hate it hate it!!! grrr....!! nvm..anyway...today ivan din come sch..so my grp left with nabilah...rabiatul...jim....and me! hahas..then we seperate the job...hahas..me and nabilah do the worksheet and ppt ( well..mostly is nabilah do lar...) then jim and rabiatul do the vision basic...hahas..so sians!! hahas..then we do very fast...ard 12.30+ jiu finish liaos..hahas..then well...like that lors...hahas...then i alr thought of leaving during second break or after finished the ppt...then waited awhile... played checkers...then ard 2+...nabilah...jarir...sharifah..darrel ( i think he left earlier arh..) left..then i also pack and leave( sorry arh..)..but forget to return the popular card to tasha..so went to find huiyi..then after that..jiu leave..then zhibing also leaving so leave together lor...then went to cwp and walk ard...till ard...3+? grace called...then jiu went down take bus..hahas..then okies..then got funny thing happen..lazy type out..hahas..then after that went to tm...graced called agn to say she reached liaos...then ask her go mac 1st..then went there..called zhiwei..hahas..he say he walk come find us..then help him practice his oral...then...they both tempt me with the green tea ice cream!! arh!!! hahas..nvm! hahas..then after that jonathan ong(ong) came to find us..hahas...!! so funny..he was like...straight away go buy water..hahas...then he and zhiwei can be twins sia..hahas..cnt together...always make ppl laugh till cry..hahas!!
then after that...grace need to go home liao...so we went cheers as zhiwei want to buy sweet to prepare his oral and then they wan buy honey lemon..as well...ong is cos he thirsty...zhiwei is cos he tml have oral..hahas!! then they acc me wait fer bus then jiu go off..hahas... then now at home..arg...sleepy...tml cfm feel like sleeping...p.s: anyone interested in helping the handicap?
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