♥ My World, My Life, My Memories ♥
introduction
biography
Huimin now 19+,
was borned on the 25th march,
and, she is attached to Mr.Chew Zhi Bing now. =)
anyway, she's pursuing a diploma in DCRSM,
in republic polytechnic.
and is a year 2 student!!

She loves her Dearest Boyfriend, most
of cos she cherish her parents,
and her darling Mich and joker.devil,Tasha.
she love her five Maddies,
and the CLiques in School.



chatterbox
your voice was all i heard





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never looking back again
Amanda
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Cheryl
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Daryl
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Huiyi
Hweelian
Jane
Jonathan Lee
Jonathan Ong
Jessica
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Khai
Marvin
Manton
Michelle(W36C)
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Natasha
Nicholas
Sabrina
Sharifah
Shijie
Sockping
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Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 8:56 PM

today, woke up super super super late..lols!
well, this is what my mom think. hahas.not me.
then, well as usual, woke up late,
have late breakfast,
no lunch...lols!
then, went out with mama.
bought 3 jeans, 1 shirt, 1 shorts. lols! crazy rites..lols
then, went to the supermarket...
saw corinne and her mom...
she look more and more like lina...lols.
wadever...is not my prob anyway...
lols..

anyway, nicholas went oversea fer attachment ytd.
din ask how long will he be there, hmm...
p.s: nicholas...takkair of urself and be careful kaes! =)
Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 3:05 PM






HAPPY TEACHERS' DAE!

hees...went to meet grace and huiyi at evss bus-stop.
well, suppose to meet at 11.30am,
in the end, i 12.30pm den reach..hees...sry!!

den went in, b4 that, saw jon(lee) with kimsiong, saman, siva they all..
the grp too big, lazy name all.hahas.
den huiyi acc me to find art cher take back my art board.hahas.
after taking, we went to DnT room,
intend to take huiyi's de star..hahas.
who knows, she can only take next week.
so, we went to canteen, saw grace and peilin
den walked to bubble tea shop.
den buy bubble tea.wahahahas...so long nv drink.
den, peilin wan to eat LJS.
so,we went LJS to eat, or can say acc them
haha.den saw sama, marvin, kimsiong and jonathan.
lols.den jon went Kopitiam, while the other 3 go LJS.
den saw them, chatted awhile.
den walked back with saman to her sit.
den stood dere awhile,
saw wanquan.lols.she with her fren.so qiao arhs.hahas.
den after that, zhibing called, he on the way!

anyway,
when we go popular that time saw kaijing with copyrights.lols!
after that, huiyi went off with me to take her mag,
while i bath.lols!
since she want to take things while i bath.lols

then went back to tm to meet zhibing.
den saw kaijing agn at the inter, with a bigger grp,
and gloria.lols.
den we walked to tm to check the movie time.
4bia.LOLS! fer that, we went to cs too.
but then, we still chosse tml one.cos cs dun have.
lols! then bought the earlier ticket.lols.
den waited fer natasha.
hahas.so went to find saman, kaijing, kimsiong and jon
then, stay dere awhile, den me and zhibing walked off to the sunplaza park.
hahas! den walked quite long.
den ard 5+. went back to tm,
saw jolene first, or can say she see me first.
den saw waner and qingling too, so walked to them,
and say hiie, den chatted awhile,
(sry to zhibing, hahas..)
cos, think tasha reaching soon, den just nice,
when we walked into the popular, tasha called.
meet her, then went up to the cinema, stood there talked.
hahas! today is zhibing's turn to entertain her.hahas!

ard 6.40pm, we went in,
and ard 8.40+pm, we came out.
and btw. tasha is crazy! hahas.
she keep laughing when we watch 4bia.
especially when the ghost appearing soon.lols!
orh ya! saw wilson with his gf while we walked dwn the escalator.
anyway, went to 500+ area.
cos zhibing wan eat.
den i bought one waffle, he ate waffle and roti prata.
tasha ate nth! hahas.den went to pasir ris.
walked to the park with swing.
den..hees..tasha's evil revenge! spray spray spray! hahas.
then, we 3 stood there and chatted fer quite long,
then ard 11.30pm, zhibing reminded us that,
tasha is rushing to BOONLAY! lols.
so, we acc her go mrt station, but in the end,
no train and bus left.
so, she have no choice but to take taxi.
thus, we send her and see her board the bus.

den, we went to whitesand den walked to the beach.
lols.den eat the waffle.
walao! so cold.and so fulling! lols.
den we went to walk 2 same round near the beach,
cos, zhibing is mr.stand...LOLS.
well, after that, we decided to sit at the rock area.
den can drink the vodka,
well, obviously is he buy one.lols.
lucky, we went mac take cup.hahas.
den sat there, ard 12.30am..i think is ard that time.lols.
den, start drinking bits by bits..lols.
and start chatting throughout the night.
seriously, time pass very fast.
cos, we sometimes quite lame too.hahas!
then, ard 6+ 7+ am,
we decide to walk back to downtown.
lols.and.okies.i walked to the wrong side.
lols.den finally found the way out.
btw...zhibing the lame joke getting to a higher level.
hahas.cos. after he say the lame th,
got crow fly by...LOLS!
so funny!

den went mac dere drink milo.hahas.
the eyelid seems so heavy.lols.feel like closing it.
hahas.then we sit there and slack till 10+am..
saw a weird old couple, not very old.
but just, those uncle auntie type.
hahas. sing song.. =.=
den got one family came, so we jiu walk off.
so went to cheers, cos zhibing wan buy bread.
den went to burger king.
sit dere and slack, cos,
someome gastric pain!
lols.so sit dere and...
still..chatting..cos.if not..wan sleep.lols.
den sit there till 1pm.
LOLS! congrats to mr chew zhi bing.
cos, HE TALKED SINCE 4PM(29/08/08),
TILL 1PM(30/08/08)...lols.
so cool arhs...
and thks fer sharing the vodka. =)

reached home, tired! hahas.
but, got kids! hahas.2 summore! lols.
so, noisy...but, think won't affect me bahs.hahas.
=p
Thursday, August 28, 2008 @ 11:19 AM





与其说你不了解,不懂我,
倒不如说,懦弱的我害怕让你了解。
因为我的懦弱,而伤害了你,
因为我的胆怯,我不敢尝试。
因为我的自私,让你哭泣。
也许,一切,是我自己想得太多。
也许,我还是害怕,害怕失去,害怕哭泣,
害怕再一次的伤害。

我也很想回到过去,
但回得去嘛?
我不想放弃,
但我又能做什么?
我也想再一次的相信,
但一次又一次的因相信,而伤心。

我没有比其他人来的关心你。
我没有办法取代她,没有办法比她懂你。
没有比她勇敢。
即时,她和你的距离那么远,那么宽,她的心还是你的。
而我们的距离是那么的近,心,却是那么的远。
没有你的我,不会比以往开心,
但是,没有我的你,还是可以,开开心心的去过你的生活,
而且,你的身边有很多比我更关心你的人,
有没有我,其实一点都不重要。

与其说放弃,我选择了顺其自然。
勉强自己来配合我,只会让你自己难过。
我不想有人因为我而难过,
更不想你为了让我相信,
而勉强自己。
勉强回来的关系,已失去了它的意义。
我不想失去你这个朋友,
但更不想让你不开心。

对我来说,你是我很珍贵的朋友,
我很不想失去这份友谊,
但是现实是残酷的。
我,没有那个力气,没有那份勇气,
没有那个信心。
哈,很矛盾,害怕伤害,却不想失去。
谁可以告诉我,我该怎么做?
想想,也许没有吧。。。
一个连自己都不了解的人,
或许,不会有‘永远’吧。
不想放弃,不想忘记,不想逃避,
但是,我能怎样?
不是我说挽回就可以的。
不是我说回头就回头的。
我们能像以前那样吗?
我们还能开怀地笑,聊个没完没了吗?
我不敢去想。
也许,时间可以让一切归零,
也许,时间能让你我看得更多,
也许,时间能证明一切,
也许,时间,会冲淡你我的回忆,
也许,太多的也许。
我不要做任何决定。
我,不想做让自己后悔的事,
更不想做伤害你的事,
友谊这东西,我没把握。

我说过,我的人生字典里,
没有永远,没有永恒。
我,给不了你永远的友谊,
我害怕自己会一而再的伤害你和自己。
我,并不想这样地结束,
可是,却什么也做不了,
也不懂自己因该做什么。

忘掉吧,不要再为了我,
为了这些事而烦和难过了。
让一切顺其自然吧,
有些事,是强求不来的。

I don't mean giving up our friendship, but,
i just don't wish either of us to be unhappy.
what belongs to us, will belong to us.
i'm sorry, didn't mean to make you sad.
so, forget about all these.
let nature takes it courses.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 3:26 PM





没有希望,就不会失望。
梦里的我,可以笑得很灿烂,
但梦,有醒来的时候。
现实,是残酷的。

一切的事,让我不懂要如何去面对你。
我不懂在你心里,我是什么。
我害怕得到答案,害怕你告诉我,
其实我什么都不是。

对不起,因为我的自私。
所以,伤害了我和你。
没有我的你,
应该,会过得比较开心吧。

谢谢你曾经给过我那些快乐的回忆。
但是,我过不了自己这一关。
或许,你的难过是我造成的,
如果,我只能带给你难过的话,
我会逃开。

原谅我的自私。
我没有勇气,再去尝试,
选择放开我们的友谊,
选择忘记,选择逃避,是我懦弱。
我害怕那些承诺,
我不希望我们的友谊
只应别人而存在。
所以,你可以忘记我,
可以放弃,可以不管,可以不必因他人而勉强自己
也可以不必勉强的去经营我们的友谊。

让你难过,哭泣。
我,只能说,
抱歉。


Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 10:47 PM






today...hmm..wake up...read newspaper...
watch tv...use com...
den..went to meet zhibing, at tampines ard 5++
cos, he went delvyn's hse. den dunno go where ltr.
so went to meet him.
orhs..and..today..board that bus...it say...free.
dunno fer wad..lols!
den so coincidently,
saw KAIJING! hahas. with his bro, they going home i guess.
chatted awhile.hahas.
den went tm...i machiam tour guide.
hahas.den.saw a few pri sch fren frm far.
too far to say hiie.

den.at tm, we walked from first floor to top floor.
then went into certain shop.
browse, den go out.
den i think my L doll sold out.
sad.
then, went into toys"R"us...hees...
okies..i noe...i kid...lols!! who say 17 cnt be kids!?
hahas...
den spend quite a long time dere...

hmm...den...went popular...
see book..found one..the sactuary..i think..
abt the templars again..hahas..seems interesting..hahas.
then...go walk ard popular..hahas..
after that...go yamaha..lols..piano!!
haiis..so nice! den..my flute!! miss it..hahas.
then, went to the century square.
hahas...walked ard...then see fone..hahas..okies..sony ericsson better.
lols...well....as compared to his fone....
my fone seems to be better..hahas.!!
can 'tahan' so many "external injuries...lols!!
then...seriously...nothing much to walk...if nothing to buy..LOLS!
so...walked dwn...and decide to go have dinner...lols.
den...ask him choose! hahas..
i lazy think...summore..i only wan water..lols..dehydrating..lols.
then, he ask me to intro...lols!
seriously...ask me..i oso dunno...
lols..den he say..he thinks that S-11 dere seems nice...
as in food..lols! den i think of the duck rice!! well..i think is nice..lols.
den walked there...

find seats at S-11...den..ask him buy 1st..
lols.den i go buy pancake and drinks! lols.
then. by the time i bought my food.
he finish his liaos..zzz.
super fast can!!
and..keep saying he din eat!!
make me really thot he din eat! so evil..
make me think hard..lols.
den...cos..he is mr.stand...
must stand..hahas.."zhan" xian sheng..so...
went to walk agn..yes..agn..lols.
den walk here and there...
saw my pri sch...hees..decide to walk dere...hahas..
too bad..under renovation...hahas..wonder what it's gonna be like..hahas.
den..walked one big round..to the park..next to it.
den..rmb it's the route fer running NAFA..hahas..the pond..lols.
den the bball court..near yujun's hse..lols..
and...he dun believe wad i say lehs!! sad!
hahas..dun care him!
anyway..he say we like walk so fast...
but actually..one round..
half an hour..lols..quite long lar..lols.
den walked back to dere.to buy newspaper...
and den walk to inter...
lols..pls..if ppl ask.."where you take bus?"
the ans standard.."bus inter"..cos really is take at there..
and he say i stupid !! dun understand wad he say...LOLS!
is his sentence abit weird! lols..
before he go..still must suan me!
ask me.."know how walk to inter not?"
eheh!! tampines lehs!! if i dunno..den..
i really is dumb + blur..lols!!

den...took bus...hees...bus super full...lols..
den reached home...
bath..online..
walao...same old routine..lols.
received huiyi's msg.
result and new class room was out...
sians.
dun wan to go see..lols!
hehs.
one day...one shocking news is enough.
hahas.
two is simply too much..lols..
so..dun wanna go check..den..
msn..flood.hahas..and..i think nearly hang..lols!! scary..lols.

walao!! james.chen and durga very lucky..same class..lols.
hope i don't get that few jackpots...
pray hard..hahas!!
Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 11:19 PM




heees...so bored!! hahas....
so ....went to edit the pictures! hahas..well...
i found everyone's solo pic...and thus...combine!
hahas..
and..dada!! done! hees...
nice okies!



big


hahas...nice rites...hahas..of cos..who make one..me lehs.!!
the artist! wahahahas..okies...i am getting crazier and crazier..cos..
I AM SO BORED!
i need entertainment!!
hahas..
Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 4:01 PM

it has been so long since i went to read blog.
realise, what used to be urs were being replaced.
and what we used to have, were gone so far.
perhaps, it's my fault.
perhaps, it's fated to be so.
perhaps, this is what life is.
perhaps...

best advise to all.
pls don't make any promises to anyone.
especially those "forever" kind.
it's all bullshit! craps.
so why make it?
what "you will always be there fer me"
all these...can only be said, but not done.

promises are mend to be make.
but not to be fulfilled.
it is just, a sentences,
with no hope.

maybe this is what i have learned since young.
especially now.
friends that have lost all contact,
will soon be gone.
once, they stop contacting,
means, this "ship" is sinking.
and once, they stop caring,
it is forever gone.

maybe, this is gonna happen soon.
the friendship of us,
lost it direction,
sinking in progress,
and no one try to save it.

wonder,
if there is anyone,
that will appear with the hope,
and once again,
let me believe in
"forever".
E35G's chalet!!!
Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 2:38 PM

okies..woke up super early.
den pack my stuffs, and went off
to meet natasha, zhibing and rabiatul at pasir ris inter.
then reached ler called tasha..
den went buy things.
den go search fer rabiatul.
den went inter there, find zhibing.
SO SORRY TO HIM!!!
fer waiting appro to one hour.

den wait fer bus.
saw junming(RI), wave to him.
Orh! before that..saw xiangsheng and calinder.LOLS
then board the bus.
reached there, i guess everyone is either swimming, sleepin or chatting.
LOLS!
then wake huijing up frm her sweet dream...
to open door fer us! lols!!!
then went in, put dwn our bags, and chatted.
then, me, tasha and rabi went to costa there and take shutter bus.
well, we wanted to go E!hub, but in the end.
took all the way to whitesand.
OKies.admit.we blur lar hors.hahas!
then went to walk ard, and buy water, cos, super thirsty!
then, huijing called, ask us buy liquor.hahas!
so, tasha went to buy her 1st liquor at 18! hahas!
well, cos only she 18, both me and rabi, 17 only lar!LOLS!
and so, she bought the bacardi, big one summore.LOLS!
then we went to wait fer shutter bus, and
i get tanned, in less than 30mins.


then take shutter bus back to coasta sand.
tasha and rabi went to pass the liquor to them,
while i sit and wait at the bball court.
then we went to the beach.
sat on the stone, and feel the sea breeze.
so calm, so warmth...hahas.
then, talk alot..hahas.
ard 6+, wenjie called us back.
cos he start the fire liaos..hees..=p
den HE FORCE US TO FINISH THE FOOD LEHS! hahas.
well..i hereby award RI, with the
BEST BBQ CHEF AWARD! in 2008!!
hahas.
then, took "ji-mi" out to so called eat.hahas.
saw james.chen! wahahas..sun burn..LOLS!
so evil of me to laugh at him. =p
paisei lar..play play nia..hees..
then, sat there eat someth...
seriously, no offence, but no appetite.hahas!
but, must eat! hahas.
then we found a cat! name it satay! hahas!

after dinner/lunch...
tasha, sabrina, arvie and i send rabi home.
cos her mom wan her to go home early.hahas..
then, saw arfin(i dunno izzit spelled like this).
he wearing rp student union shirt too! hahas.
then sat at the pool.hahas.
den went back, then dunno why, went off agn.
this time, only me and tasha.
i rmb! cos i left my drinks there. =.=

then went back, brought ivan and james.chen to see chio bu.
woah...see some...hot scene.hahas!
then went back....
start the game....zzz..'007'
hahas..loser must drink the bacardi.
then drink quite alot.hahas!

then mr chew abit buang. hahas.
cos ask him maths, he gave wrong ans.hahas!
then after that, went to macdonald,
and have girls talk! hahas.
actually, only me, tasha, sab, sharifah, huijing.
cos the rest were slping i guess.hahas!
then drank hot milo.
hahas.
then wenjie, ivan, james.chen and zhibing come find us.
hahas.after that, we walk back that time so funny!
wenjie carry huijing to sit on his shoulder! hahas!
and he oso carry james!! hahas.
so funny!
then went back,
ivan become the king of gamble(du shen)...hahas!
then after that, me and tasha went to the pool.
did i mention that, tasha went abit crazy!?
bite wenjie and wanted to bite james.chen?!
hahas.

then at the pool, i cant sleep.
so ask tasha to sleep.
while i listen to songs.
hahas.
then zhibing come find us, after he sober up.
so, went to the beach, sat at the same place,
waiting fer the sun to rise. hahas
then lie down there and look at the clouds.
i like the clouds,
it always give me inspirations,
and imaginations.
hahas!
then, suddenly feel the morning breeze.
okies.only i feel the breeze, they don't.
hahas.then, ard 7+ 8am, we went back to the chalet.
then tasha was bitten by bees.
and swollen.
while i feel so cold and hot,
and shiver....
then have rashes! alamak! hahas.

then, kweecheng woke up
and she and linette start to clear the food.
cos we need to check out by 10am.
hahas.
then me and tasha hide at the dining table dere.
cos, the wind make me shiver.
and thks to linette and zhibing fer lending me jacket.
then, after the in-charge check the bungalow,
we went off.
then some went makan, some walk to inter,
some took taxi, some take bus.
hahas.
then reached home.
finally feel tired!

dedicated to E35G:
thks fer bringin me joy and happiness in the first semester.
you all were always be a part of my sweetest memories,
and i know that no matter how long time have passed,
i will never forget you all.

LOVE E35G FOREVER!!
MISSES...LOTS AND LOTS OF MISSES TO
E35G!
Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 1:57 PM

lols! never go anyhow view other people's profile.
hahas.this is a lesson to be learned..hahas..
and, can't stop laughing...LOLS!
Anyway..so bored! at home..
watch movie..movie...movie...still movie..
lazy go out... =p
but, so cool..watched alot of movie,
like, shutter(2008), the omen,
picture this! and many many more.
recommend Picture This!
because...the guy is hot, and
GOT ASHLEY TISDALE!
hahas..nice..!! like the show..
and, hmm...
i scared the new sem! scary..
changing class...alamak!

waiting fer the 20th to come~~
wahahahahas..only tasha noe why..hahas..!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 10:31 PM

today, last day of this semester, and last day with E35G.
sad. miss. loved. mixed feelings.

anyway, today is maths and computing.
faci say dun need to do anything.
cos, last day of school, sommore,
i don't think she noe how to teach this lesson.
so, whole day do nth.

then, after school(12pm), class have a last round of
CHAIR FIGHT!!!
gonna miss these fun memories!! omg!
then waited till 1.30pm then we leave.
cos natasha's fren end sch at 1.40pm,
and she need meet her to get her present.lols.
then, junming, zhibing, michelle, tasha, sab, rabiatul and i,
walked to the inter tgt,
then tasha ask who going vivo,
then only RI say dun wan. so he went off 1st.
then me and sabrina acc her go innova jc.
cos she dunno how go.
then saw nabilah and jarir.hahas.

tasha's fren bought elle(dunno izzit spelled like this)
a cute small little elephant.hahas!
then she let me play with it.
and they remind me abt the 'tummy dance'
and i use the "Ji-Mi"(the name me and rabiatul created)
to demo it to them, then sabrina and tasha laugh so loud.

then, okies. i did someth stupid.
and someone saw. but he like wan laugh dun dare laugh.
so funny!! then i show wad i did to tasha and sabrina,
they laugh loudly AGAIN! yes. is again.
so paisei lars! hahas.

then went to burger king find michelle, zhibing, and rabiatul!!
then board the mrt.
wah! i tell you.
rabi and sab. super fast find seat!
then, me and mich sit at the other side
then zhibing is the only one standing. LOLS!

then, me and mich chatted alot.hahas.
and, "ji-mi' was sitting on my laptop all the while lehs!
so good rite! bring it tour ard singapore.hahas!
then after that, reached vivo,
one word describe: cold!!!
then pass 'ji-mi' to zhibing,
ask him provide it with warmth.LOLS!

then the only person who din carry 'ji-mi' is sab.
lols! dunno why. nvm.
then, went makan! hungry! went LJS.
woah! i super long nv go LJS lers.
then, super full! should have share with tasha.zzz.
then 'ji-mi' so fortunate! sit on mich's bag lehs.
but, must see us eat.hahas!

orh yar! before we start eating,
one of the cleaner in LJS,
came to us,
wanted to take our tray away,
the thing is, WE HAVEN EAT FINISH YET!
then, our that table, which got, me, mich, tasha and rabi.
all look at her blankly.
thot she say wrong.
who noe, she very 'self-service'
ownself take the drink out of rabi's tray.
die die oso must take our tray.zzz....
then after eating,
sab and zhibing wanted to eat ice-cream.LOLS.
they not full seh! hahas.
then, we went shop awhile. then PAGE ONE!!
omg! miss pageone alot!
saw my harry potter.! want buy! arh!!
then saw another 2 books. want buy!! alamak!

then, went to find mich they all,
cos, they need to sit and eat.hahas.
then i went outdoor,
to feel the sea breeze and the drizzling of rain.
so cold, yet, so nice.
stood dere, felt the coldness, and the raindrops on me.
felt the coldness, not only physically, but, emotionally.


then, i walked back to find them.
and, one step into the mall.
cold like shit! shivering~~~
then, mich so bad! keep laughing!!! hahas.
nvm! i like the breeze! hahas.
then went fer window shopping,
saw so many nice things! alamak!
feel like buying! hahas.
then, time passed so quickly.
ard 6+, i feel so tired!! wan to find a place to sit and drink.
then our mr chew is ABIT hungry.
so, we went to food republic.
but, he say he wan eat ba gua.
lols! then i acc him go search fer his ba gua,
while the rest of them rest at food republic.
hahas.
then we walked fer more than half and hour,
just to find the ba gua.
zzz.
hahas.

then, went back find them,
so tired.
then, realise, sab and rabi are sleeping.
hahas.then waited......there.
then me, mich and rabi wan go. but
tasha they all dun wan.LOLS!
then in the end. mich went off 1st.
next is rabi.
i cant leave cos, tasha took my laptop!! arh!
then while playing with her and her 'ji-mi'
i nearly fall backward!
lucky i hold someth!
so PAISEI!!!
lucky no one, except them saw.
i think so lars.
then they laugh...
especially tasha!! lols.
then, finally,
they let me go.
hahas.thks arhs.
(paisei lar,tasha, i cant acc you..)

then, took train with sab.
super duber tired.
then i purposely take 293.
went to my void deck there the playground.
sit there....
and....
think of alot of things.....
seriously alot.....


the past 'me'...the present 'me'...
and the future 'me'...
will it be the same?
or, will the cycle of thr past,
repeat once again?

i hope to be 'free' again,
not locked in the 'cage'.
i miss the old me; the 'free' one.
tasha's bdae
Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 1:31 AM

today, woke up at 11+
den eat breakfast, prepare,
den wait fer msg.den go take bus.
meet zhibing at tampines inter 1st.
then walk to lib take 15 to pasir ris inter.

then reached pasir ris inter ard 2.27.
den meet michelle, sabrina and junming.
take 354 to costa sand.

then while walking to tasha's chalet,
saw someone.okies.is zhibing see him 1st.
we saw hongyao.
HONG YAO LEHS!!
he having chalet too.
then so shocked. cos got me and zhibing.
then zhibing tell him we same class..
then he laughed. lols!
dun care him..bleahs!
then walked to the chalet.
inside like nobody, thot went wrong.
then knocked, then asked fer tasha.
hahas.den dun dare go in, like nobody.
cos too early.

then sat there watch tv.
but tasha want hear story,
went to the room upstairs with her and zhibing.
then, i feel like sleeping!! but cant!
then, mich they sabo! say we late.
eheh.we are not late hors!
just that is reached after them. =(
den got punishment lehs! lols
then after story telling,
tasha run off, take things.
had the stupid pillow fight.
then i was locked in the room!! thks to stupid principal!

then went dwn find mich they all.
realise junming was gone.
he help tasha take things.
then me, mich, sab, zhibing, went to have a walk.
then like goin to rain soon,
so decide to go back chalet. but saw wenjie.
mich called him. ask him turn left, he dunno turn till where.
hahas.den finally, he saw

then went back chalet, they start to play big 2.
den tasha, with her fren and darling1 play volleyball.
btw, the fren noe wenjie is her darling2.
then, sharifah came! with fries!! yipee!
then, wenjie suggest go the room, cos got air-con.
then, tasha's sister want play big2,
so me and zhibing play with them,
cos, we two have to be punish, fer being late.
then wenjie help tasha's youngest sister.
they gang up to bully me.
before that she still say:
"dun bully this jie jie lar"
den, in the end, still kanna bully!
hahas. 1st:
she put 1pair of 3, then i put 1 pair of K.
then she say:"put so big, means you so stupid!"
T_T, she say i stupid. LOLS!
then zhibing oso kanna, cos
she put 3 then zhibing go put A,
then he asked i not stupid hor.
she ans, yes you are quite stupid.
HAHAHAHAS! so cute rites.
then we asked her, among the 3 big bro,
zhibing, wenjie, junming,
who she prefer the most.
she say wenjie, cos he helped her.
then she say zhibing very funny.
den junming very quiet.LOLS!

then after awhile, we went dwn.
take pictures. then i went up to see tasha's sis.
then stupid wenjie wan catch me! dunno fer wad!!
then of cos i run!
who know, he still pull my leg.! arh! pain!LOLS!
then he ask me wan walk dwn or he carry dwn.
OF COS WALK LAR! zzz.
then take pic..then he crazy agn!
want us go up.
then want carry me! this time.
clinged onto sharifah! hahas.but.he still too strong.
but lucky.i saw i ownself walk up.
then when everyone in the room,
all kanna bully!! =( LOLS!
then, the 3 guys turn gay...zzz.
then, wenjie went dwn and this time,
he carried michelle all the way up!!!
scary lar!!!

then, we all faster run dwn.
as the bbq starting. need to start fire.
then we gals, help to arrange tables.
then more of tasha's fren coming.

then everyth settle, we start eating.
hahahas.so funny.
btw, stingray and satay nice!!!

after that, wenjie went off 1st, cos working.
then ard 9 plus 10 like that,
tasha cut her cake,
and hees..SOMEONE keep moving towards a gal.LOLS!

then, tasha so poor th.KANNA cake on face!!
then the fren scary! make the cake onto sha's face.
then sha pour coke! and he throw cake agn!
lols.make till so dirty.

then after that, eat cake.
cake..yummy! nice nice.
then sha goin off, as she meeting her cousin,
i think so.
so, me, sabrina, walked with her,
i mean send her off.
then suddenly, zhibing run pass us.
tell us not to tell tasha where is he.
weird.
then we realise, he throw cake at tasha.
LOLS!cos he thot we goin off liaos!zzz.

then walked halfway, mich called.
she want to go home, asked if we want to go not.
so we walked back.
then stupid zhibing! pressed our neck! so pain!
cos he want to get the info out frm us.
HAHAS! dun tell him! =p

then i want to make tasha,
in the end, i ownself kanna.
nvm. i live near. HAHAHAs.
then we all walked back to inter.
then we part there as sabrina, junming and mich take MRT,
while me and zhibing take bus.
cos of concessions. lols
then reached tampines lib there, ard 10.40pm.
lols! we stroll to the inter.
then he take bus 10 back,
while i take 293. hahas.

then reached home.ard 11+...hahas
still so energetic.! hahas.
then, watch awhile tv, find nth nice.
so use com.hahas.now.abit tired.
sleeping soon~~~

and. pictures will only be upload after monday. =p
and if i miss out any parts.
is because i forgt liaos. hahahas! =p
Friday, August 08, 2008 @ 10:33 PM

okies, ytd having cognitve.
then one of the grp left during 2nd break out.
steady arhs!?LOLS!
then, my grp pro.! hahas.
can last min do ppt de lehs!
hahas!
we 2.20 start our ppt,
and end it at 2.40
20mins can finish lehs! hahas.pro rites!
we did a front page, definition, mindmap, conclusion, references, end
hahas!
so pro of us. and the content not bad hors!
all thanks to the grp member! =)

during presentation, something funny happen
all the other grp shoot jackpot!
eheh, ppl solo lehs~~ lalalala!
hahas.
produce 'skins' =.=
since borned and since young big difference!
still wad typo...zzz..bullshit!
who cares!

then after presentation,
we were playing ard. did i? i forget lar hor.
then SOMEONE BREAK THE BACK OF THE CHAIR!!!
the SOMEONE is...the one that broke a laptop before..
and he is....
JAMES, PRO DESTROYER, CHEN!! HAHAS.
he broke the chair!
then winston gave him a cert.
hahahas.then we laughed like crazy!

then..went home..
nth to do at home, so went to draw sth.
saw the black drawing paper.
drew a class list out. nice rites!
lols!

today...enterprise,
faci gave a thank you card. thanks!!
then nothing happen liaos.
din want to go home early.
so stayed till 5.50.
walk back with zhibing, RI, wenjie.
watching olympic grand opening.
hahas. kwang hui! dun jealous!
cos, i watching without ads lehs!! =p

btw..was forced to write JAMES, PRO DESTROYER, CHEN

as big as possible..hahahahas

Wednesday, August 06, 2008 @ 11:55 PM

today is culture the last lesson.
cos, next sem jiu dun have lers... =(
anyway, faci allow us to grp ourselves,
but we too lazy to think of new grp,
so decide to remain as per normal. HAHAS!

den the prob is "what is culture?"...
then, NO PPT ALLOWED! lols.
cos, she want to have something special. LOLS
thus, our grp decide to do it on the drawing board, black one.

so, we went to the booklink for our material,
but so sad! dun have, have to go all the way to cwp.
den we split the job,
jarir and winston go popular buy material,
me, zhibing, sabrina went mac find seats, with plugs. LOLS
then the one at cwp dun have, so went to civil centre.
found the seat and start doing our things.
then, winston is so hungry that went to buy things eat.
then zhibing, jarir and i do the designing of the drawing boards
while sabrina and winston think of the content.
Then, due to some reason, they wan me to write the contents.LOLS
then after i write finish, they 2 decorate.
then wiston help sab to memorise the content.LOLS
So fun can! this is really an exciting thing!
but, WE ARE GONNA BE LATE! then we have to rush through everythings.
then walk so fast back to sch.
imagine, from cwp to sch, only 10mins.!!HAHAS!
then, once step into the class, mrs teh say she wan to confiscate our food!!
LOLS!but she was just joking..hahas!
then presentation starts! hahas.!
seriously, the skit done by ivan they all was so funny!!
tasha and kwee cheng become the china gal!? omg!lols
then everything end so early! 3.11pm..LOLS!
then kwee cheng ask want go eat not,
then tasha say want to go, so....

me, tasha, zhibing, huijing, kweecheng, ivan, james, jt, winston and darrel,
went to raffles place there to eat stingray.! hahas.
then me and tasha shared one plate and still cant finish the rice.
then after eating, went to cue room,
cos zhibing and james want to challenge each other.
then zhibing played till.......SO FUNNY! i mean his action.
maybe cos of sth lar hors!! LOLS! JOKIN!
then played 5 rounds, and in the end, zhibing won.LOLS.
so, they say want to tcc to slack.
but our MISS STM TASHA, forget that she meeting someone.
HAHAS! then, we just played awhile then,
me, tasha and zhibing jiu went home 1st.
and seriously, without tasha and zhibing, i will get lost.
then, reached mrt station, that MR CHEW ZHIBING said
"you sure you know how to go home from here bahs?"
OMG! so embarrassing!!
EHEH! I NOT THAT BLUR HOR!lols.
then he and tasha went to take mrt home.LOLS.

then, so tired, still got rj...wrote 600+ words.
cos, is our last word...
anyway, so fast, left 3 times to enjoy in this class.
hope nothing sad will happen. =)
LOVE E35G!!! LOVE YO-YA CLUB!!!!
Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ 7:16 PM

today woke up so early to prepare to go.
then went to meet huiyi at her hse there,
waited awhile, den after she reach, we take 88 to pasir ris inter.

then transfer bus to E!hub.
meet cheryl, our bdae gal!
den dine at subway. =)
After lunch, went to orchid bowl, as the mad peeps wan to play bowling.
I din play, cos i noe i will onlyu clean the drain(xi gou) =(
then they played, and...
CONGRATS TO CHERYL! for being the best bowler amg the mad peeps!LOLS!
anyway, after bowling went to take a walk at the Ehub,
then went to see small kids having ice skating.
then took lots of funny pics there. REALLY ALOT!.
hahas! but as compared to the sentosa and huiyi's hse warming one,
it consider to be little only.
anyway, after that, went whitesand.
then shop awhile, then seriously, tired! yawns!
so decided to go home,
yanqin took mrt, the rest take bus,
of cos different bus, except cheryl and grace.
then was msging huiyi.
then after when reached lib, saw 27 then faster walk to the bus stop.
board the bus, and SO QIAO!
saw yanqin! hahas. fated to meet.hahas.
then went home, saw godma.
hahas. then knew that godsis coming.LOLS!
den so tired! arhs! sians!

anyway, photos will be uploaded by this week. =)
Friday, August 01, 2008 @ 11:50 PM

today, enterprise, prob15.

which means, 1 more week, till the seperation date.

hmm, sad, scared. lols



anyway, today after sch, went pp with mich and zhibing,
den saw jim at the push cart, so walk together.
den, omg! hahas! zhibing very blur + stupid! hahas!
anyway, the whole journey was full with lame jokes, funny things and laughter.
LOLS! we laugh till the cheecks so pain! i mean me lars.
den saw sun xiong in the bus, going pp dere too.
then saw a guy, look lyk eyecandy, lols! even mich oso saw he not bad looking.LOLS.

anyway, reached pp ard 6+, lols.
jim went to meet his gf bahs.so went opp to take bus.
den we walked to pp dere and shop.
OKIES! i admit, no matter how many times i went dere.
i will get lost.
LOLS! i really lu chi lehs! haiis!
den went ameba, inQbox to look for present!
but in the end, dun dare to buy. HAHAS!
then think of other things to buy, such as accessories, wallet, bag.
then all the while keep suan-ing zhibing. HAHAS.so funny!
then he say we graduate from his sch.LAME! i thot is he graduate from my sch? LOLS
who cares! den went diva, perlini silver, chomel to find nice accessories.
then, me, mich and zhibing all fall in love with that necklace.SUPER EX! but SUPER NICE
kk. den we seriously cant make up our mind.SO. went mac! cos i want ice cream!!
then, mich bought a student meal, then i bought green tea and hot fudge!! yummy!
den zhibing want to save up for.....LOLS! jk. but in the end, still bought a set.
reason is there is the olympic cup. LOLS!
den eat and chatted. okies. super funny.
SOMEONE dunno how to differentiate "from my point of view" and "from my view"LOLS!
den, when SOMEONE say "from my view" that time,
both of us turn and look at the "view". LOLS! so funny, make us laugh like crazy.LOLS
then chatted so long, 8+ ler. and we still haven buy the thing! alamak! die!
den we jiu faster walk back to buy the gift.
in the end, we decide to buy 2 of it. hehes. it is a ‘不能说的秘密’secret.LOLS!
ORHS forget, to mention MICH IS SO HEARTBROKEN AND DISAPPOINTED AND SAD!
all thks to MR CHEW! lols.
den went to bus stop, waited for bus. the funny th happen.
got a lady walked past zhibing and. she suddenly sigh and shake her head! LOLS! so funny.
SEE even the lady oso disappointed! lols!

den took bus, feel so sleepy. nearly fall asleep. then listen to song.
den I SUPER BLUR! forget fone on the bag!
stood up, and the fone nearly drop! arhs! so paisei! =(
den reached home.9.50+. smart of me huh! hahas.
den so tired. use com and den do rj, quiz, check ut, wohoo! happy fer myself.

p.s: Chengkang! i am happy. cos i did well fer my UT3 sci. I get B! =)