♥ My World, My Life, My Memories ♥
introduction
biography
Huimin now 19+,
was borned on the 25th march,
and, she is attached to Mr.Chew Zhi Bing now. =)
anyway, she's pursuing a diploma in DCRSM,
in republic polytechnic.
and is a year 2 student!!

She loves her Dearest Boyfriend, most
of cos she cherish her parents,
and her darling Mich and joker.devil,Tasha.
she love her five Maddies,
and the CLiques in School.



chatterbox
your voice was all i heard





i'm leaving
never looking back again
Amanda
Agatha/yanqin
Agatha's Twitter
Aihua
Calinder
Cheryl
ChengKang
Daryl
Delvyn
EeXuan
Emad-five
Gary
Gloria
Grace
Huijing
Huishan
Huiyi
Hweelian
Jane
Jonathan Lee
Jonathan Ong
Jessica
July
Khai
Marvin
Manton
Michelle(W36C)
Michelle(E35G)
Michelle(EVSS)
Natasha
Nicholas
Sabrina
Sharifah
Shijie
Sockping
Winnie



time machine
walk down memory lane
May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 November 2010 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011

flashbacks
reminiscence
woked up by mommy today...then brush teeth...bath.... well well..today finally went out with grace~ i me... 对你而言,我好像一点都不重要。我感到好不被重视,被忽略,被遗忘。这已不是第一次了,但是我能怎样?你以... anyway...let's say something happy! hahax..went ba... today : enterprise skills...seriously...not very i... okiez..post abt ytd.. :went sch fer UT..shit the s... 01. What disappoints you the most?My O’level resul... today's rj : "What kind of a student were you the ... WOHOO!!! I GOT ANNOUCEMENT TO MAKE!! I GOT STEAD L... Today~~~ NO SCHOOL FER ME!!! opps..hahax..too exci...

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @ 10:45 PM

seriously...i feel so fk up! my life is like what the hell! everything is i do! fk can! this is like so fking impt and i am the only one doing it and what's wrong with seeking help!? will die!? FK LAR! pls lar! i am fking tired ler! have you care about how i feel!? just because you are irritated so you vent your fking attitude to me?! what's this man!! hello! i have to face all this things till i have no time to sit and rest and think about everything! you say i show attitude? have you been with me for long!? HAVE YOU!? mny hand hurts when i type all this and you know who caused all this!? is YOU!! i have no fking way to vent my anger and i feel so fking depressed and who can i tell to!? no one! NO ONE!!! i have to swallow all this bitter and tears all into my heart and even have to smile and joke in front of you! and i really have to let it out NOW! do you know i am fking scared!? scared that i will do those things again!! SERIOUSLY I AM SCARED!!
i really hope to die! this is the 2nd time i ever think of this!? two years!! it have been two years since i last hurt myself...and today..well..i did it again...in another way..
the hurt you make in my heart will never dissappear till the physical scars are all gone...and those wounds in my heart hurts more than on my physical body...seriously...i have no more hearts to deal with other staffs again!! my holiday...just..sucks!! i seriously don't wanna see you anymore!!
WHY MY LIFE IS ALL IN A FKING MESS!? WHY AM I HURT ONCE AND AGAIN!? WHY MUST I BE THE ONE!? ALL I EVER HOPE IS JUST TO STAY FREE AND HAPPY BUT WHY CANT I!? WHY MUST ALL THIS FKING PROBLEMS HAPPEN TO ME!!?? WHY!? WHO THE FK CAN TELL ME!? WHY MUST I ENDURE ALL THIS EVEN THOUGH I AM SICK!??

i hate to live in this mess..this fking mess..perhaps "that" is the only way to end it...perpahps...